What is it like for me? Well, being a plus size is very very hard. You walk thru streets and wonder what they think of you, when people laugh you may think maybe it’s because of the way I look. It’s a lot complicated than you could ever imagine.
but what makes my life easy?
MY FAMILY, FRIENDS & BEST GIRLFRIENDS <3
They complete me on every single way! They make me feel like I am the most prettiest woman on Earth ever. I am thankful that God bless me with such amazing people! (;
I’M A PLUS SIZE & HELL YEAH I’M PROUD OF IT!
* Have you ever felt like killing yourself? If yes, then welcome aboard. My name is Phoebe Florence, I’m the coolest person ever. Yup…… That’s what I know, but everyone? They think I suck, they think I’m a loser. Oh well, that’s their point of view.
* I’m just a normal person trying to live and HAVE a normal life…FINE! Not really, I try to live other else’s life. Why? Because they want to. Why? Because they would kill me if I don’t. Well, not literally kill you where they have to stab you or shoot you with a gun or something.
* If you’re thinkin where the hell do I live, of course I still live with my parents house & if you think why did I ever felt like killing myself when I still have my family around me, it’s because people at home & people outside are the SAME.
* Hey, do you wanna know where planet I live? It’s a planet where they judge you straight up and kills you verbally. Skinny-rich-bitches gets the special treatment while the others gets the pain treatment. It’s called planet EARTH! Oh! You live in the same world as I do? SUCKS RIGHT?!
* So let me start this by saying “hello” and end this with “Hello” as well. I’m not saying I’m gonna end this right away, I’m just saying so that at the end you’ll able to recognize that I did it on purpose. Cool, right? I don’t know why the hell did I say “cool”. I just feel like saying it.
* So… Hello. My name, again, is Phoebe Florence. I’m a freshman college & I’m taking up Biology. Don’t worry. I won’t be talking about biology. That shit’s cray. Just relax & calm your minds…I love that! relaxing & calming the mind, when was the last time you calm your mind? Me? I don’t remember. See? I’m not letting you relax your mind coz’ I;m letting you think & use it. Numb nuts, Phoebe.
* How are you? Do you think you’re fine? Because me…I don’t think I am. I’m living on this crazy mess up world & that, that doesn’t make me fine! I’m annoyed, I’m pissed & I’m mad! If only people like me exist, if only people like me are the people on this planet…..but I’m not God. So I have to deal with all of this mess forever. I’m not mad at Him for giving me this kind of life, I’m mad at Him because He created stupid-horrible people or maybe I’m mad at Him because He can’t fix stupid people.
* I’m sorry. I must have over reacted. I’m sorry. And I’m sorry I lied. I’m not the coolest person ever, I’m the loneliest person & when I say lonely….it’s 0+0. I think I’m getting out of control, they think I over-think things, I over-think everything. I don’t….I don’t know what’s going on with my life anymore. I’m scared of everything. Maybe because of the way I look?
* What do I look? I’m FAT…and when you’re fat people disgust you. Ugh! Why do I have to tell you this?!
* Maybe I have to tell you this so that people who insulted me & judge me & hurt my feelings read this one day & help them realize how those words & actions that came out of their mind affected me so bad! And I hope YOU reading this will learn a lesson. I don’t care what lesson that is, but I do hope you’ll get a very, very life changing lesson..
* Now, I’m about to tell you the list why did I felt this………….